Weakness is My Strength

2008-10-25T06:24:00.000-07:00

my mind is adrift in this endless sea of nothingness
there is nothing i can remember even if i try my best
it is as blank as an untouched paper
free from any wear or tear
drifting drifting away going no where
-weakman
stupid memory xD

Kick Ass day

2008-08-20T08:17:00.000-07:00

A hardcore day had just passed
how i wished, forever it would last
but alas this is my fate
and now i must continue unto another date

I kinda got into a play, where i directed the fight scenes , and also had a part in it, although we were not really able to fully practice , because some of the members were missing during the practice days, it all came out okay, with minor glitches that you wont really notice unless you pay close attention, so which means i can safely say that.. it was a "Great Success!" :D

but alas a price had to be paid for glory, a few scars here and there , some broken props , but nothing compared to the feeling of pulling off something great :D

my bones could break but they will surely heal,
but the memories made today were stamped by eternity's seal,
they will forever be in our mind,
and a substitute for it is something one cannot easily find :D

so there you have it , a kick ass day, and then some. bow >.<

Departure

2008-07-29T09:18:00.000-07:00

It saddens me that you must depart
But believe me when i say, u'll always be in my heart
cause in movie called my life you played a big part
and it was always that way since the start

although it pains me that you must go
sometimes we just need to go with the flow
to where it may lead you , someday we'll know
but on that someday who knows, maybe ill follow

as tears fall down , i choose to stand in the rain
because this will help hide the pain
now matter how hard i strain
every momentaway from you drives me insane

but the sorrow dissapeared as i thought
of all those memories that you brought
into my life who would've thought
i would find such happiness i never sought

>.<

2008-07-29T09:00:00.000-07:00

Finally after such a long time, I am back
It is so sad to admit that many things kept me off track
but now that i am certain which things i lack
its time for me again to work against the clock.

Lazyness , procastination , forgetfullness, three things that haunt me everyday, but these three things are intertwined with each other, but mostly , it is the forgetfullness that reigns above all. well I need some advice on how to enhance my memory :D any ideas? anyways , when was the last time i posted? last month i guess, and a lot has happened since then.. here goes

At work: me and my groupmates had our " Group Saturation " which we went to far away places that we usually dont go to then give out our flyers, it had its ups and downs, we get to meet more people than our usual saturations , more people means more prospects , and we get to spend time to get to know each other better , in the car or when we are having our lunch somewhere out there, but it also has its downsides which is , at some locations that we visited , it is not exactly "legal" to give out flyers, by using the word legal , it doesnt mean that by giving our flyers we would be breaking the law , well it just means that flyering is not allowed at that certain location, i just had to use the word legal because it made the sentence sound cool :D

At rest : We went to the gym as often as possible , but recently i found out that i tire easily , still not knowing whats wrong, i try hard to increase my stamina once more, because my current stamina just wont do me any good in the future, we also played badminton, it was so much fun, it was like 3 full hours of pure adrenaline, it was all that, untill i got hit by a racket accidentally, which didnt really hurt that much , but it made it harder to see for me, well considering my blurry eyes, i was having a hard time seeing things to begin with :D

Pondering

2008-07-11T08:32:00.000-07:00

Cant seem to think of anything to talk about lately , but dont worry, I'll have something up sooner or later :D

The Return :D

2008-07-08T06:45:00.000-07:00

The Journey of one week had to end
like all wounds it will soon mend
last week's experience was not that bad
it actually added to those things i already had

Well im back , from a week of sickness, but hey, I was happy that i was sick :) because last week, my body felt so heavy, that i didnt need to wear any weights just to work out, and one more thing, because of my sickness, i lost about 8 pounds just in that week, so it was not half bad :D anyways as i regained my strength, my drive also returned, the passion for getting better at what i do. so with that in mind . I shall be training whenever i can, and wherever i can :D thats it for today >.<

In Weakness I Thrive

2008-06-29T06:25:00.000-07:00

Today I feel so weak and frail
but i only see this as a path in my trail
my trail which would lead to totality
a journey on self discovery

Today, when i woke up, I felt something was diffrent, like something was out of place. as i went about my daily chores, i realized that I was moving slower than usual, weaker than usual, i really dont know what was wrong with me but in my mind I knew that this couldnt be right. well to cut everything short, today just wasnt my day, AND I THANK GOD FOR IT :D this reminded me that i needed to train more , and progress . i have to admit i have been slacking off, but no more! today reminded me about something, never take anything for granted cause you might not like what the following brings

Simplicity

2008-06-26T07:06:00.000-07:00

most of the times it pays off to be simple
and our efforts affect others in a form of a ripple
and as people used to say
if we want to be happy, there is always a way

Being simple, this is something easy to say, but so hard to implement in our lives, because our lives these days have become so complicated, mainly because of technology, and partly because we choose it to be, well lets use an example, long long ago, people used to end their days enjoying the glow and view of the romantic setting sun, and bask in its relaxing rays untill it fully dissapears into the ends of the earth, but nowadays, all we bask in is the radiation full rays of our T.V screens, and watch it untill the earth ends >.< , well this does not apply to all but im only using the above as an example, well lets stop for a while, forget all those things troubling our minds, and ask ourselves, when was the last time i looked up to the sky and enjoyed its magnificence? when was the last time i let the wind embrace me as i opened my arms wide to embrace it back? when was the last time i stood in the rain not worrying if i will be too sick in the morning to go to work or school? when was the last time i enjoyed looking at the beauty of the flowers just outside our window, sometimes people spend an ample amount of money to go to places away from the city just to relax, actually there is an easier way , and its less costly too, because the beauty of GOD's creation is all around us, we just need to learn how to look.

Choices

2008-06-24T06:32:00.001-07:00

The Choices we make
The roads we choose to take
Determines what we are today
so never regret anything about yesterday

Yes in life, some things are never meant to be changed, when we are faced with a difficult decision, do we use are heart or our mind? or is it a little bit of both, each of us has a diffrent point of view regarding that situation, but hey , that's not the topic of my post today, so on to my point, the choice that we make, and how we make it matters only a little, but what's important is , the impact it makes in our life, if we chose the right path, it gives us a sense of fullfillment, a taste of victory. but what if we chose the wrong one? do we just bow down in shame? and accept defeat? well, to tell you the truth, mistakes are a part of life, tell me someone who hasnt made any mistake (you know what i mean with this) , and , hmmm well lets just see if you can. but why take mistakes as a bad thing? why not learn from it ? and make the mistake an advantage?

The only mistake one makes in his life is when he doesnt learn from his mistakes, and yes mistakes play big parts in our lives, without mistakes, will there be any inventions? they were'nt made the first time they tried, if those people were so afraid to make mistakes then we would still be at the stone age right now, right? so look back ,smile and thank God for all those mistakes that you have made, because you will not be who you are right now without them, dont regret anything about the past, because of it , it has made you who you are right now.

Water :D

2008-06-23T07:54:00.000-07:00

Water is the source of Strength
A gift which is heaven sent
A wonderful Blessing given unto us
Learning how to utilize it, this we must

What is this about water that is so important that i should make it the topic of my first official post? well come to think of if this is already my second post. hahaha but anyways, water, provides life, without it , we would'nt last that long, but besides that, water plays a heavy role in my life, The Legendary Bruce Lee(by the way, he is my IDOL) once said... "Be formless... shapeless, like water. If you put water into a cup, it becomes the cup. You put water into a bottle; it becomes the bottle. You put it into a teapot; it becomes the teapot. Water can flow, and it can crash. Be water, my friend..." this statement plays a heavy role in my life, and it has made my life easier in many ways, change is always present in our daily life, well the only thing that doesnt seem to change is change, it is always present and will always be, there will be no escaping it, so why even try?

What im trying to say here is, be able to adapt to any situation that life throws at you, learn how to conform , like water ,it flows steadily , peacefully, but when applied with enough force it can even destroy the hardest rock, learn when to be steady, and when to be fierce, be shapeless and there will be no stopping you. :)

A million Thanks... and then some

2008-06-22T07:26:00.000-07:00

A million thanks to my best bud,Maricel Tan Waniwan, for creating the layout for this blog for me, hehehe , i wont be posting much today, but in the following days , i hope i could. :D well thats it for today i guess, thanks again ! :D